Goodbye Forever

There comes a point in ones life where you feel as though certain people you have grown apart from will never come back into your life. People whom you have thought would be there till you're old and grey. You realise these people have consumed themselves in their own lives and have forgotten everything outside of it. I do think it's a rather selfish act, yes ... I may have lulled in this area once but there comes a time where you need to think of yourself and get yourself back on top before you can face others. Who wants to hang out with a miserable sooky teenage on the brink of an emotional and mental melt down. I'm glad to say I'm well past that point, but. I tried my hardest. Some people seem as though they're so content in their little bubble that they're not willing to change. They don't care that they're loosing great friends and in the end they wont be happy because they are stuck in an abusive relationship with no one to run too because they pushed everyone away. I hope I was never like this and hope I will never be like this. I hold my friends as close to my heart as I do my family. They are my family and I would do anything for them, I love them.