So here is my Green with Envy look, I really just threw this together quickly, I really wanted to try and use my pigments which I don't use that often. I think it turned out out. Tell me what you think. :)
So here's the next one, I think I might do this more often considering Ill have something to talk about thats interesting to me. I could talk about make up forever.
So thats it, I hope you like this. It was the first time I have ever done anything like this. This is VERY extravagant for me. I spent an hour and a half filming just to try and put it into 15 mins! It's crazy, I had so much more information for you guys! Haha, I hope you like this anyways and please let me know of any suggestions improvements or anything!
I am being tested, constantly. Over and over and over again. Just people constantly making me question who I am and how I live. Why am I put up to these challenges have I not proved enough that I am capable of living, I get down. Then something comes along to kick me while I'm down then it continues to kick, till I break. I will not give up, I am strong and nothing will stop me from being happy.
The person I was has shaped who I am today, and I don't regret who I was. I have definitely learnt from it. I've learnt that everything really does happen for a reason. Everything takes time and patience is a virtue. I've learnt that lessons are to be taught from mistakes I've made and I am so happy with life at the moment it's amazing, I might sound cliche but it's true. It's how I live and it has gotten me to this beautiful place in my life where I am content. If things are supposed to happen they will. I cannot make something happen that isn't supposed to, you can't force feelings or human nature. If I had any control over that I'm not sure what I would do with it. I'm glad to be in the place I am at the moment, free of resentment and hatred. I don't depend on anyone for my happiness because how can I make someone else happy if they cant make me happy.
