Price to Play

I am being tested, constantly. Over and over and over again. Just people constantly making me question who I am and how I live. Why am I put up to these challenges have I not proved enough that I am capable of living, I get down. Then something comes along to kick me while I'm down then it continues to kick, till I break. I will not give up, I am strong and nothing will stop me from being happy.

The person I was has shaped who I am today, and I don't regret who I was. I have definitely learnt from it. I've learnt that everything really does happen for a reason. Everything takes time and patience is a virtue. I've learnt that lessons are to be taught from mistakes I've made and I am so happy with life at the moment it's amazing, I might sound cliche but it's true. It's how I live and it has gotten me to this beautiful place in my life where I am content. If things are supposed to happen they will. I cannot make something happen that isn't supposed to, you can't force feelings or human nature. If I had any control over that I'm not sure what I would do with it. I'm glad to be in the place I am at the moment, free of resentment and hatred. I don't depend on anyone for my happiness because how can I make someone else happy if they cant make me happy.